Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Is it weird that I get really sad every time I leave Cal when visiting Phil? I know I will get to see him the next weekend, and I know I am lucky I have even that, because I think of Emma, and how she can't see Brandon for months at a time. Maybe I just really really like him. The nights we spend together are so nice. He makes me so happy, I feel so damned lucky. I am a cheesy goofball.